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my confessions - w4m - 32 (austin)
Date: 2011-06-21, 11:45AM CDT
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So, since we are over, and i honestly hope you get cirrhosis of the liver ... Here are my confessions:

I have been seeing someone on the side for the entire relationship. I would schedule my trips to Dallas based on if he would be there at the same time. I enjoyed sleeping with him much more than you, and actually was terrified i was pregnant by him at one point, which I knew would be the end if you found out b/c you can't produce kids. I am so happy that I am able to meet up now with him and not worry about you seeing my car drive by your apt complex and wonder why I didn't tell you I was down there. You might have thought we had great sexual chemistry but your cock was deformed/curved and hurt when we had sex, and I honestly avoided it whenever possible.

The dentist, I met him years before you, you knew that. However you didn't know I was seeing him in Dallas also, I only slept with him once because he had a strange bone disease that caused crazy lumps to form in his legs and it freaked me out. He was a passionate kisser though, much more than you.

I reunited several times with an old love from when I had just graduated college, he used to live in my complex and it was a long standing hookup relationship. I had to cut it off b/c he was getting too close, and you couldn't make up your mind, he finally got frustrated by me continuously getting back with you.

There was another guy from my past who I knew for about a year before I invited over to "play rape" we had gotten into a huge fight and it was just what I needed. He had my legs shaking for days, something you could never do, we didn't have sex, but who needs to when you can get off mentally like that? I talked to him for months after, but knew he didn't want a commitment so I caved into getting back together with you.

The guy who wanted me to do him in the ass? Yeah I saw him every time I went to SA for months after i told you I quit talking to him. He may have been cold and weird, but he loved throwing parties, and socializing, something you never liked to do, instead you wanted to sit at home and drink makers mark and watch auto auctions. real cool.

The older sugar daddy I had when we met that you made me get rid of? Yeah I continued that relationship much longer than you thought...

The guy I fucked on my birthday, he was 23, and it was fantastic. I fucked him multiple times after...even changed his name in my phone to a family member so you wouldn't know it was him...yeah my aunt really likes texting and calling me at 2am.

The guy who kept texting me at 2am from SA, yep kept that going much longer also, had wild crazy sex with him in at the wedding also. I texted him the day we broke up too.. I wanted to see him when i was there last but I was trying to be a nice girlfriend so I didn't; but will be soon. I texted him an apology the same night you told him never to call me again.

Oh and the guy I get my pot from, yeah he loves me too. I never had sex with him, but wanted to. It was getting pretty bad at that point and couldn't lie anymore so I kept him on a "low burner"

Remember my dear, I always said until I am married, my dating life is as such. I only cook with one burner, I may have 2 or 3 other things cooking on "low" but they are still cooking. You seemed to think that changed at some point in our relationship. Well it didn't, and never will. It will take an amazing man to keep me in check. That man unfortunately will never be you.

I cannot even remember how many numbers I took from good looking men, I carried on multiple phone relationships because I never felt secure in this one. I guess it was kind of shitty that I stayed on all the dating sites when we were together. I guess you being on a russian bride website was just as bad as me being on a sugar daddy site but I couldn't the fact that you only used those sites to "collect" naked pictures of women...I guess it gave you a more personal connection, instead of just downloading the porn like you usually did. Between your massive porn collection, hours you would spent trying to evade paying taxes, and late nights you spent composing love letters to your horse faced ex wife, I always knew this relationship was worthless. I was never faithful to you, but we had a good run. Just goes to show all you idiots out there, you can have a seemingly good relationship and all this shit can go on and it can still be ok. It is for the best that we didn't get married because I would have continued doing this shit. I just wanted to get married, I am at that age. When you made it abundantly clear that you didn't want to have a wedding I knew you were not the one for me. I'm not sorry for what I did, I am only sorry I made you feel bad for what you did. Oh, and thanks for keeping me stocked with cool vibrators and sex toys, the other guys thought those were really cool. Now...it's time to go to the pool and see who will be my next victim. I can't wait for the day you contact me so I can send you that picture of my hand around another man's cock, the same picture you wanted me to send to all the other men, and with that said....I am free.